dancing on the ashes of the world

bar sto hujuw

пусть он вообще молчит, не открывает рот. заткнись. заткнись, просто молчи лучше.
ну, нет.

first, do no harm
first, do no harm
first, do no harm

you don't always believe in things that are said in your head,
but sometimes it's good that you do so.
we are one and the same, as we have a common enemy
who lives in our common house
but sometimes i do have to detach from you
as you are a feeble mind
and first, do no harm

we are the same mind, yes
as you are me and i am you
you may not fully believe in me
but sometimes you have to be overwatched

so in the end, your feelings may differ
but you know it's the right thing to do
as you are me
just like i am you

first, do no harm

смешно, ибо кацапы так говорят - наших не бросаем
но ли он твой? и ли ты его?

if you ask me about my opinion
it's quite probable i don't really have one
or i don't feel strong about it.
i prefer to sit quiet and not argue.
why should i engage?

it's all through a prism of me
i always look at someone through myself.
it isn't possible to do otherwise

i am hubrid
self-absorbed
self-important
i may not show that, maybe not nowadays
is it me that don't allow you to do so?
but that's the truth

but i understand
that my ideas aren't superior to yours
it's that they spawned in my mind
and as such i'm attached to them
like you are to yours
it took some time to formulate this

is that true? do i believe what i have said?
or do i disdain you and consider myself superior?
even in caring about someone, you can disdain them
am i more capable?
but it's all hollow thoughts
no action, no evidence
nothing to show
oh, you don't seem to wholly believe that.
i do have my own worth, still.

dislike,
pity.
disdain,
understanding.
contradiction,
accusation,
paranoia,
peace,
somewhat. incompletely.
either superiority
or inferiority,
no equality.
respect.
worrying.
attachment stronger than it seems
in the end, entente cordiale

do i really care?

i can be awful.
some things. how dare you?
feeble mind.


all i know is that suffering makes a person morally superior,
and i haven't suffered enough to be so.

i haven't felt such emotions in a long time

now, you should do some work, shouldn't you?
it probably won't happen, though.

maybe, but we'll see.

crv & cruimh